MY HEARTS IS BROKEN!! =(

OMG..its broken my heart..seriously..i dont know how to say now..qasa mcm menyesai ja p bkak post dy..urggghhhh....MENYESAIIII!!!!GOD..pls take this feeling from my heart...ive to tried forget about  9143 start from now..but i CAN'T...how??? aduhhh...i dont want ue laa..pls stay away from me lahhh..dont think bout 9143 anymore!!! i've to open a new book and close my old book..ive a lot of thing to think ok..not just ue laa..i didn't got anythng if i always hoping ue..ue hve ur own life and way..i wont dsturb ur life anymore..but i dont know how to throw away my feeling for ue..urrggghhhhh...xsuka lah mcm nieh..i've to continue my life as usual without thinking bout 9143 again..concentrate to my study is more important ok!! i'll never call ur name again..n again..n again..
I WILL FORGET ALL ABOUT UE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!